There is a man in the red hat at the gas station.
He’s the same age as my father,
Acting like I did when I was in the closet.
False confidence, loud talk.
He’s holding his keys so hard,
His knuckles are white.
This November he will vote for the man
Who promises a world he remembers
When his body was whole,
His life laid out before him.
But at the altar of decision,
He chose HVAC.
He doesn’t think it was a choice,
Just how things worked out.
This November he will vote for any man
Who promises; Again.
He’ll do it despite his son’s careful conversation.
Despite his daughter no longer calling.
He’s so angry America changed,
After he couldn’t.
Time used to be a promise,
Now it’s a threat.
I’m supposed to hate him,
But I’m also afraid of dying.
So at 37, I kissed her.
My life is starting as his ends.
Our taxes pay for the same school.
If I was braver,
I would take his hand and say,
Nothing you take from me,
Will give you more time.
This only needed the first and last sections, but I’m still learning.
Perfect post on a day that’s hard to celebrate because in this country so many people still aren’t free.