I am on my fourth draft of this essay.
Every time I start writing it starts with stories of morning coffee, and dapple-lit paths, and a chestnut mare outlined against a blue sky and ends up spiraling into anxiety about losing the farm. It’s not what I want to write and it’s not what you want to read, but I have trained myself over the last few decades t…
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